Hey world... Its kinda late now. I've gotta go to bed soon. Read through some of the emails that Eileen sent me when we were together... She really did love me i guess. I have to give her credit for initiating the break-up. She's a strong brave girl. I'm praying that she doesn't lose the love for God.

I WILL NOT FEEL SAD... I will rejoice because God has a wonderful plan for my life. I will praise God even when it doesn't seem like things will work out! I will smile even when I feel like crying because of God's promises to me. Am I foolish? Maybe... But I love God and God loves me. He won't do anything to hurt me. Believe it Daryl!!! Stop worrying! Stop fussing! Stop whining! Its not going to make a difference even if you do that! Wake up! Stop wallowing in the dirt. Get up you fool! I will NOT doubt. I will exercise faith.

I think I pulled my hamstring during soccer... feels really tight now. I like the 'pain'. Actually its not really pain... Its more of an ache. Feels good to be alive. I missed an open goal just now... lame right? Gonna do QT and go to bed... Goodnight.

::: Quote of the Day :::
"Seems to me that she is confused. Whatever it is, you can't hold too much hope in this."